In Need of a Sponsor

I'm looking for a sponsor for Marc Sony. Tom and I have supported a young man, Johnis, from Columbia for nearly ten years through Compassion International. I have loved the organization. I appreciate the way they handle sponsorships. Each year, they ask current sponsors to help recruit new sponsors. They sent me info on a child in need of support and my job is to try to recruit someone for Marc Sony, by Dec. 31. If you're interested, you can go here http://www.compassion.com/CWC/default.htm?ID=1275230 to learn more about him.

I saw Chronicles of Narnia tonight! I LOVED it! more to come....

Gollum

I suppose I could explain my bad mood now that I am better dealing with it. It's one of those things where you know how you got where you are, but don't know how to get out of it. You know what you did wrong, but don't know how to fix it and maybe don't want to fix it. Fixing it or repairing it might mean admitting things I don't want to admit to myself about myself. I do know how to start...an apology (which really bites because it gets in the way of my self-entitled pride) and being genuine with my motives and intentions and fears and insecurities. Even the ones I might want to vehemently deny. Trying to get to the root of my behavior can be so difficult. I imagine if I looked at myself in the mirror, I would look a lot like Gollum.

GRRR...

I am in a bad mood!