A Heart of Beauty

I'm selfish. I'm not the only one but this isn't working for me.

I'm angry. I don't want to hurt anyone but I want something to change.

I'm jealous. I'm glad you got it but I still want it.

I'm scared. I know it will be ok but it isn't right now.

I'm hurt. I don't want to blame anyone but you didn't have to say it.

I'm sad. I know time heals but I'm still waiting for that time.

I'm embarassed. I know you have worth but, please, not at my expense.



I'm sorry. I didn't get it but it hurt you.

I care. I know it's hard to believe but it's still true.

I'm hopeful. I know it seems very dark but

I love you. I love you. I love you.

Who's in Charge?

What does it mean to believe and to know that I (with God) am bigger than the circumstances around me?

It's not what it seems.
My understanding is limited.
It'll be ok.
So this is the good kind of pain.
I'm glad someone is bigger than me.
We can redefine this - together.
An opportunity to grow.
I'm not alone.

I conquered the forgotten password and user name!

Yeah! I'm back! It only took 4 hours of what would have been sleeping time and a new aol account to accomplish, but here I am! Yahoo! Now what?