Sunday, June 21, 2009

A Heart of Beauty

I'm selfish. I'm not the only one but this isn't working for me.

I'm angry. I don't want to hurt anyone but I want something to change.

I'm jealous. I'm glad you got it but I still want it.

I'm scared. I know it will be ok but it isn't right now.

I'm hurt. I don't want to blame anyone but you didn't have to say it.

I'm sad. I know time heals but I'm still waiting for that time.

I'm embarassed. I know you have worth but, please, not at my expense.



I'm sorry. I didn't get it but it hurt you.

I care. I know it's hard to believe but it's still true.

I'm hopeful. I know it seems very dark but

I love you. I love you. I love you.

2 comments:

Wendy said...

Is everything okay?

Lisa said...

Yes, it's okay! The words are birthed from experiences that weren't okay at the time, but brought opportunity to grow. I didn't realize you were still blogging - will check in more often!